Is it normal that i feel so much like a rapper everyday

I have had an experience in studio but I only did drama at the time. I've wish to record a song one day in the same studio but I've never had a chance/time to do that. I've really been listening to hip-hop music like all my life...I know all the best artist in the industry and more. Its like an addict now, I've really plan to do a song one day but I really haven't gone to any recording studio to find out how much its gonna cost me but literally I feel so much like a rapper already wit all my freestyles on couple instrumentals that I downloaded and stuff. Sometimes ideas click to my head randomly and I write every one of them on my Blackberry notepad daily