Is it normal that i hate hospitals?
I'm only 18 years old, but in the past four months, my two best friends have both died in the Duke hospital in Durham, both at 17 years old. I feel lonely and nostalgic all the time, and I really don't know what to do. I hate hospitals now, and can't go too close or I get flooded with bad thoughts of more people dying or just memories of seeing my friends' parents learn the news for the first time... I just hate everything about it and don't think I'll be able to willingly go for a long time.