Is it normal that i hate most people?
I consider myself a normal person, and most people I know would agree, but whenever I meet someone I initially hate their guts. I consider people to be lucky if they end up being viewed positively by me, and feel as if I am better than most people. I do not lack empathy, as I do have concerns about the welfare of those I care about, but to those I feel neutral about or dislike, I could care less if they died on the spot.
There are only a spare few number of individuals I actually care about, but I don't generally connect with other humans. I do believe humans are amazing, and that everyone has potential, but if they make no effort to use this potential they should die. I honestly like non-human animals more than humans themselves, though I know this is biased as I deal with humans every second of my life.
I do enjoy seeing others in pain, but this is only minor, and has no real detriment to my life. I am polite to everyone I meet (I DO have social standards), and try to avoid any acts that could possibly hurt others in any form. I do think about killing others on a daily basis, but I wouldn't dare act out on these thoughts.