Is it normal that i hate the idea of reincarnation?

I can't stand the idea of reincarnation and the thought of everybody I know and loved changing into some other person. The idea breaks my heart, and I want to practise Buddhism but that one thing is the thing I can't accept. I want to believe I'll be with my loved ones again someday when I die and they'll be just how I remember them and they won't have forgotten about me. I mean is it so wrong that I just want to believe that?