Is it normal that i have a fear of pleasuring myself?
i know this is gonna sound really unusual but whenever i masturbate i keep imagining my vagina is a huge monster that sucks and engulfs everything near it. therefore i have developed a fear for putting my finger in or near my vagina because i feel like my vagina's gonna suck it in, chew it, mix it with my period blood and then i will puke out that blood. sometimes i even imagine my vagina sucking my entire arm in and over time it will grow teeth and then it'll start eating itself and then eat the anus then my entire body. is this normal?