Is it normal that i have a murderous mind?
Everyday i literally think about murdering people. But not just any murder but a bloody gruesome murder. I thought about slicing someones stomach open while they're still alive, then slowly taking out each part of the body till they die. I will continue to pull it out until its completely empty. Then i think about putting soil in the body then taking it out to the woods and put seeds in the soil so plants will grow out of the body. Then just leave it in the woods. There are a lot of thoughts i go through each day and thats just one of them. Everyday i just sit and pick out people i don't like or just find annoying and i just think of what i would do to them. Like another one i think about is slicing their stomach open and just pulling out their intestine and strangle them to death with it. Is it normal that i have these thoughts throughout everyday of my life and that it started when i was six years old?