Is it normal that i have this terrible urge to kill my dog - why!?
I LOVE animals. Like LOVE THEM. I have saved 10+ animals/rescues. I volunteer for the ASPCA, and donate money.
I have no clue why...my dog is so cute and lovable...But I just got this TERRIBLE URGE to kill him! Like literally kill him. Not for doing anything wrong but to honestly kill him! I had to call my mom and grandma and stay the night with my mom because I was so scared I was going to kill him. I have no idea why...I just want to kill him so badly! I talked to my counselor and he asked me about dogs...One bit my sister a LONG time ago and it gave her a huge scar on her arm, and the dog bit me the same day and gave me a 3" scar on my cheek. The dog looks just like my old dog who bit us...Is this my childhood coming out...?