Is it normal that i just want to live to be 48 years old?
I know that someone can be healthy in his or her 50s and beyond but the risks are too high in my opinion (Parkinson's, Alzheimer's, arthritis, senility, terrible aches and pains, incontinence, and dementia) and I don't want to take that risk. It's fine if others want to live 49+ years but it wouldn't be okay for me and I shouldn't live beyond 48 if I don't want to. The cons of living to my 50s, 60s or 70s (80s even or older) far outweigh any pros that I could gain from it. Not only would living beyond 48 increase my chances for health problems, but it would also mean having to be on this planet longer and 48 years is all that I could take living on Earth (I think 48 years is a long time to live and I doubt that I'll change my mind on the matter). I'm not trolling and I don't have a bad life. It's rather good to be honest. I just don't want to live beyond 48.
I'm currently 19 going on 20 next month.