Is it normal that i like the smell of poop in my hands?

My family never buys tissue so I grew up without it, whenever I hear the call of nature and it's time to poop I don't use tissue, I clean myself with some water, soap and my bare hands, there is always some smell left behind on my hands, and I love to sniff my hands, the blending of the aromas enthuse me... I am so addicted to it, so Is this normal? does it happen to anyone else? I wonder...