Is it normal that i like to harm my gums?
Last month I really got into the habit of picking at my gums. I started scraping them with a knife, then moved on to toothpicks. I just enjoy the sensation and the visual of blood on my teeth. I also enjoy flossing really hard in certain areas. It gives me an amazing headrush.
The gums above one of my lateral incisors receded because of the picking and scraping, and I'm working on the opposite one to "even it out."
I've also taken to putting salt in the open wounds in my mouth, just to feel the sensation.
And I like to save my used toothpicks that get really bloody by putting them in a plastic ziplock bag and keeping them as some kind of memento.
Is this something I should be concerned about?