Is it normal that i lose memory for a specific period of time?
From other peoples perspective: Most common one for me to explain is when I'm in middle of a conversation. I may be talking to someone and just stop for no reason staring in some invisible dot. Then they have to yell or push me a little to "wake me up".
From my perspective It's like having emptiness in my brain. I have no memory of the moment. It's like I jumped in time or something like that.
It's not that easy to hide. It mostly happens when I'm extremely nervous or excited and if it's really bad, it can happen several times per min. It often happens when I'm doing a presentation in front of a class or just doing sport.
It's quite annoying and lately, i started talking while I'm in that "stance".I always recall the last words I speak. I usually say: "I'm here, I'm here" , "Don't worry, I'm alright" if someone is beside me. I rarely yell but it happened, don't recall what I said, sorry.
When I "Get back" I'm always a bit confused and first few seconds I need to realize where I am and what I'm doing. I don't really faint cause i don't fall. It can happen while I stand too. But the feeling is like I do.
Thanks in advance for reading this. If anyone knows what's this about, please help.