Is it normal that i'm absolutely terrified of space
I'm terrified of space and everything in or about it. I can't think of us floating in the middle of nowhere (at a very high speed) following the sun's trajectory, which is following the Milky Way's trajectory, we're bound to hit something, or encounter a black hole.
Or we don't know much about space anyway, everything is theory. So who knows when or what's gonna happen!? And looking up at the night sky makes me lightheaded.
I used to LOVE it, but when things are DUMBED down to be "understood by children", they make everything sound friendly, normal, nice. No, nothing is certain. Everything is happening faster than we thought. Jupiter is dying, the biggest "influencer" of our planets' orbits and so on. We're all doomed.