Is it normal that i'm addicted to the internet but i hate it?
I'm addicted to the internet, tumblr, GirlsaskGuys (a complete trash website btw I don't even know why I use it), INN, youtube. I have no motivation and I am struggling with depression, I need to upgrade 2 grade 12 classes because even though I graduated with a good gpa I need those classes to get into university. I have a compulsion to check all these sites whenever I should be working on school work and I just waste my life away and I hate it. On top of this people on the internet are so negative, argumentative, and sometimes just outright evil and will attack people for no reason. Why the hell do I keep coming back to that? why do I scroll down to read the comments of all the bigoted idiots on YouTube when I KNOW what to expect already? I mean people on Tumblr are pretty nice and assholes usually only come around every few months, but some of the posts are soooo negative it's like my depression causes me to seek out awful things and I am sick of it! I want to just smash my computed but I need it for school :(