Is it normal that i'm afraid of the future?
I have realized that there is no meaning to life, and that our real destiny is to die. No matter how happy or succcessful you are, you're still going to die, and eventually be forgotten unless you do something big. But most of us are small, insignificant, with only bad effects on the crumbling ecosystem around us. We will get old, and lose all our memories, and most of us will never fufill our hopes and dreams, and maybe never find love. If you shun your parents or argue with them or hate them, you will spend the rest of your life wishing you had been nicer and that you loved them more. sorry if my english is bad. this are just my thoughts, and Im starting to wonder if its normal. Im also contemplating everything ive believed in and if i should. I want to properly use my short time here wisely, but i dont know how.