Is it normal that i'm afraid of vaginas?

I have an unpleasant fear of the female vagina, I was going to have sex for te first time with my friend and when she opened stretched that thing I had to get out, that thing looked like Predator from the movie. Don't make fun of me for this it was just a horrible experience. It was even shaved with weird lines and a square in the middle, wtf was that all about? Every time I see things like tacos, gore movies etc. i just see deadly vaginas, i spoke to my counselor about this but i stopped seeing him from fear she might think im crazy. Her being a woman wasnt helping. I see vaginas everywhere and I dont know what to do, i was considering going for guys for now on im confused im scared. Help me.