Is it normal that i'm afraid to skydive
Everytime I miss a chance to go skydiving, due to work or other plans or the weather, I regret it and beat myself up for it but now that I have the chance to go this weekend I feel scared that I might chicken out. I'm not afraid of heights when I feel secured and locked in like roller coasters and planes but this time I'm planning to jump off a plane for the first time and I'm scared that I'll embarrass myself by hyperventilating and backing out.
By the way, aside from a friend that's going to drive me there I'm basically going with just myself and the instructors and other random people. I think I'll be fine and it's mostly safe but it's easy to say now!