Is it normal that i'm scared of failing basic training for the army?
Since i was a freshman in high school (senior now) i wanted to serve in the Armed Forces. In the summer of 2011, i passed the various entrance exams and signed my contract, and i go to Basic Training in the summer of 2012.
Before i signed my contract, i was terrified of not being accepted. I obsessed over the qualifications and worried about it every day. Now that im accepted, im terrified of not being able to go to Basic or i will drop out due to circumstances out of my control, like medical stuff. Contrary to popular belief, it's actually pretty easy to get kicked out of the Army, especially if someone hasnt been to Basic Training.
All males in my family have served, and i cant imagine not being in the Armed Forces. Although Basic Training is meant to be passed, it isnt for everyone, and some people inevitably dont make it.
The Army means everything to me. The only thing I'm passionate about is the Army. The Army is my top priority. Education, girls, and my social life does not mean nearly as much to me as the Army does.
Is it normal to be so worked up over this?