Is it normal that i`m this scared?
Okay, so I`ve been contemplating different things for a while now. I used to be an atheist but I am now starting to believe in a higher power... I think that all supernatural claims probably can`t be put off as nonsense/lies. I have been researching astral projection and near death experiences as well. The thing about is that a lot of near death experiences claim to see god and jesus while some also see other figures such as buddha and or krishna. It haunts me to think that anything other than what christianity teaches is of the devil. has anyone else on here had a near death experience or has an idea about any of this? I have looked through various religions and found that I like taoism, hinduism, and buddhism. All of these religions sound peaceful and loving to me. But apparently they are of the devil. I am almost on the verge of tears because I feel like if I don`t follow jesus`s teachings I will be condemed to hell forever. I also wonder how christians say that it isn`t condemnation it is just people choosing to be seperate from god. I have also heard many claims that say the bible is historically accurate from apparently credible scientists. While some scientists and people say that the bible has no historical accuracy? Which do I believe? I mean there are 2 billion adherents to christianity so it has to be right... I just don`t understand how it even makes sense. Some geneticists say that there is no proof of adam and eve while others say there is... I mean its so confusing I don`t know what to do. If anyone knows something about any of this please share. :p