Is it normal that i obsess over anything bloody or scarey?

I am genuinely concerned about the things I obsess over...
I have this strange satisfaction of scary or bloody things...
am I the only one???
recently ive been looking at pictures of bloody lips on pretty much any social media I have.Sometimes I look at other things with blood or severe pain.
not so long ago i used to self harm and i would love the feeling of the blood dripping down my arm. id love the sight the smell and the feel of it. i miss that feeling of the cold, sharp piece of metal being dragged across my skin. i would fantasize of these thoughts.

now with the scary things.
creepy pastas have ruined my life XD but in all seriousness i want creepy pastas to be real just so i can watch them kill someone or i just like the sight of the characters.
sometimes i wonder if im a sociopath but when i think about it im a rather caring person and i give too many fucks about people who don't give two shits about me :/
So whenever i see something scary i want to see it over and over again and i cant stop wanting to see this thing

Is this normal?
am I normal?
Do i need HELP?

no you are not normal you need to get help 2
yes you are normal there are many people who feel the same way 5
this is a mental issue you must seek help ASAP (its that bad) 5
dont worry you're a teen its just a fase it will pass 2
you. are. fucking. mental! 1
you're a sociopath. GET HELP 1
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Comments ( 6 )
  • icant_

    Normal. Most 12 year olds are obsessed with creepypasta and also cut themselves for no reason other than they like blood. Like those girls who stabbed their friend for slenderman.
    keep this up and you are going to turn into an asshole (literally!)

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  • KeddersPrincess

    I was about to say I am the same, but I don't self harm, and I like creepy pasta stories but I would rather them stay exactly that...stories. And nothing more. There's nothing wrong with having interest in dark things but if you're cutting yourself I would advise you to get help.

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    • squirrelgirl

      I agree with this. Couldn't have said it better myself.

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  • TMNTCreepypastaGirl

    Yes, my friend, it is normal. (Or at least I hope so!) I feel the same way.

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  • JosephAlberici02

    Yeah, I love violence too. I don't enjoy self harm but for some reason I like getting hit, for the adrenaline you know? A lot of other people have these feelings too, you are a hemophile and a algiaphile.

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  • Aries

    I think you need a friend or something . It doesn't sound all that normal to want to self inflict wounds . it sure doesn't seem normal to want to watch murder on film and want it to be real , this means you want someone to die for your viewing purposes . I think you should talk to someone about it or over come these thoughts before it get's worse is my concern to be honest .

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