Is it normal that i stare at children for too long?
I'm a 19 years old. Turning 20 soon.
Going to shops or going for morning running (going anywhere really), I find myself staring at children from infants to teenagers when I pass them and... I stare a bit too long. Sometimes I even turn my head to take a better look. I feel repulsed and frightened that I would do this and really confused when I'm staring at them for no reason. I searched on the internet to see if there's a name for this sort of thing and the first result I got was pedophilia. I don't think I am a pedophile since I'm not sexually interested in them. I'm not even interested in anything sexual to begin with.
Is it normal for me to stare for no reason?