Is it normal that i use a water bottle in order to poop?
Here it is. Ive never really spoken about this, only two people in my life even know about this. Ok, i had my son when i was 23 years old. after he was born, they gave me a water bottle to cleanse my vagina and butt every time i used the restroom to prevent infection. at this point i do believe i had a hemorrhoid from pushing him out, so it was hard to poop and i always felt constipated. i then started to use the water bottle, filled with warm water, and squirt up my butt in order to poop. now i am 28 (i will be 29 in 2 months), it will be 6 years that i have been doing this. now i can BARELY to NOT AT ALL poop without it. i have to take it if i go on vacations or stay over night anywhere, otherwise i will not be able to poo unless i have diarrhea! i had issues with my bowels when i was like 12 years old and the poo built up to the fact i was having pains by just standing. if i hadnt gotten checked then, i wouldnt be here today. i KNOW this isnt normal at all, and my muscles in my butt do not pull the poo down anymore. it will just not come past a certain point, in which i have to then use the water bottle to get it all out. sometimes i try to do without it, and i strain to the point i get a headache...AND STILL NOTHING.. what should i do? my doctor is going to look at me like.. YOU IDIOT!!!