Is it normal that i used to want to become another race?

I used to want to become another race ( for those wondering I am black.), I used to want to be white but then I asked myself " Why do you want to become another race? Be proud with the race you currently are. "

I told myself I am not having plastic surgeries or tan myself and I don't intend to. I don't want to end up like someone like Rachel Dolezal or someone like Oli London.

So I reached this final conclusion that you can't be another race, you have to continue to love yourself. Thus making me not want to become another race.