Is it normal that i want to actually kill people everyday?
Every single day I wake up in a "even-keel" or regular mood. But the second I step outside my house and see someone, I start thinking of ways to kill them. Before I continue, I'm a white male, 21 years old, working a regular food industry job, and pursuing my degree in psychology. So I don't just sit at home all day and plan ways to kill people. But, even at work, I'll think about how to kill the people I'm working with wether they are my friends or not, I feel like I've planned it out so well that i could actually get away with it. I like the thrill of people dying in horror movies because most of the victims are annoying and selfish and deserve to be tortured. I am not interested in joining the military and killing for my country, I want people around me that are arrogant to die. Really anybody that thinks they are better than anyone else.,, I want to torture them until they are almost dead, than leave them. Or my annoying neighbosr, I want to lay on a hill 400 yards away and snipe them as they walk out the front door so I can have peace. I know everyone has some thoughts of killing at some point in there life, but I feel that these thoughts consume me. I am not mentally unstable either so I feel I can be successful with what I am thinking about. It it okay to think like this? I mean Is there anyone out there that has these thoughts? More than just one "one time occasion?"