Is it normal that i want to believe in faeries?
I'm 19 years old, though my whole family is chatolic I've been agnostic since I was about 12. I don't care at all if god is real or not because I believe that if there's some sort of judgement or afterlife, what we did on during lives would be much more important that what we believed in. But I still really wish that I could see faeries and other mythical creatures. I really envy those wiccan and other people who say they can see faeries and who can believe in it really deep inside, but I don't feel this way with people from other religions - I don't hate them or think they're stupid to believe in God, I'm actually really happy for those who can change their life for better with religion's help, but I don't feel like I wanted to have faith like them... I just want to really, really believe in magic.
tl;dr - is it normal to be too rational to believe in religion , but to want that magic was real?