Is it normal that i want to over-ride gods consciousness with mine?
Instead of his incredibly boring, pathetic, gut wrenching and outrageous existence he has created filled with pain, boredom, never answers to anyones prayers, showing just how much of a depraved, self-entitled and obnoxious being he is. Instead of having to decide myself what world would be ideal, pain free, happiness filled, endless entertainments and joy that basically lasts forever. And if god himself is all capable and chose for there to be pain in a world just shows how much of an asshole he is, I wish I replace him as fast I can.