Is it normal that i wish i just dosed myself with rat poison?

I really just want to be entertained and entertain others and decide to join a chat to find things in common, and chit chat about various things but all I see is porn advertisement and spammers, or bots. I'm pretty lucky that I'm not sitting next a loaded gun. You don't have slighest idea of how vulgar that is and i don't even have an opportunity to take a break from not thinking about it.

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  • Tinybird

    I knew it was Giorgi who made this post. He's like the new normal-rebellious

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    • Giorgi

      It is obvious that i'd have come ups like this lmao.

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  • ospry

    If you dosed yourself with rat poison you wouldn't be on your phone or at your computer typing this post up, you'd be on the ground either unconscious or barely conscious as your body convulses and you bleed out every orifice

    Whatever's going on that prompted you to make a post claiming to have taken rat poison, I hope it improves for you

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    • Giorgi

      I said "I wish I dosed myself with rat poison"

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      • ospry

        Hell, I'm bad at reading. This is like the third time I've incorrectly responded to something because I didn't read it carefully

        Regardless, whatever's going on that makes you wish you'd dosed yourself, I hope it gets resolved soon for you. That's a horrible feeling to have to carry which no one deserves to feel

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        • Giorgi

          Feeling of existential crisis with my life, and lack of mental or physical stimulation accompanied by general feeling of apathy and blandness towards life.

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          • ospry

            Ironically, the apathy and blandness is some of the hardest to overcome. This is going to sound really trite and cliche, but speaking from my own experience it's helped me in the past, so hopefully it could help you too. Think about something you'd like to receive, whether it's an experience, a meal, someone's company, or a physical item, just anything that would make you feel happy and cared for. Then find someone to give that to. You may not be the recipient, but maybe you'll find that you benefit as well

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            • Giorgi

              company is the best, i wish that i didn't get bullied and felt the rush of being accepted, but it is very awkward to directly ask a person for it without him/her automatically deciding to give a company.

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