Is it normal that i wish there was a .44special semi-auto?
The .44Special is the greatest defensive handgun cartridge ever designed. If you disagree with me, you have nothing but powder fouling between your ears.
There is no reason the .44Special could not be chambered in a semi-automatic pistol. There have been dozens of autos utilizing old rimmed cartridges over the years, including revolver cartridges. The Ruger deerfield carbine comes to mind, as well as Magnum Research's .44Magnum pistol (which I don't care for), so clearly, it can be done. I'm thinking a .44Special auto with an alloy frame (not a fucking polymer frame), and a 4" barrel would be just about the greatest concealable defensive weapon ever devised, and could be easily pressed into service as a hunting weapon as well.
Heck, if they could just make any kind of .44 caliber auto at all...they could perhaps re-design the cartridge around modern powders using a rimless case, with a shorter overall case length for better functioning in a short-action auto. I'll probably invent it myself. I'll get some brass turning stuff, and have a gunsmith convert some steel-frame 10mm (if one still exists) to accept a .44 caliber case. It should work; the calibers are similar, and the 10mm runs at much higher pressure than the .44Special. I'll call it the ".44RUFUS". I'm awesome.