Is it normal that i won't go back to my college cuz everyone hate me?

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I finished my IGCSE test when i was 16. At that age, i admit that i'm (till now) still immature. That's why i really can't make my decision to pick what major should i take at college. I picked fashion design, cuz i like designing. But after a few months,i feel like this is my wrong decision.All that i really want is music. I love music since i'm still primary. I love singing even though i can't sing really well, but yeah.all i really want is music. After for about 5 months,i really can't handle it.I can't finish all my projects,all my friends seem like hate me.Even the teachers hate me too.There's one teacher who work as a student-affair,and she always look at me like i'm a stupid person.My fashion design teacher always put me down.Everytime i say 'hi' to my pattern drafting teacher,he nod and just let go like i'm nothing.And after 6 months,i go out from that school.My parents really angry with me.but what should i do?i can't tell them how i really feel and what major that i really want. I'm 17 years old right now. Counting days,i'll come back to that school again.My parents said that i have to continue my school there. But i really won't.its alright if i can't go to music college,but let me choose another fashion school cuz i really can't do it in this school.what should i do? should i tell my parents how i really feel?but i'm afraid :"(
i almost died because i drank a lot of pills. I'm frustrated because of this.

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  • Ryan556
    11 years ago

    I love my collage there are um 16 ulmost naked girls in the hall I piped my head out just know and counted owwww ones compleatly naked

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  • saddeningalien
    11 years ago

    From what you wrote, I think somebody may have spread a rumor about you over the entire college and people are believing it because they don't know you well. It could be something you did a long time ago that you don't even remember now, or they made something up.
    A similar thing happened to me once, when I was 13 or 14. Somebody managed to get it into their head that I had cut myself, and spread it over the entire school. Because I always covered my arms due to severe uneven pigmentation I had from birth, it seemed believeable. At first I had no idea what was happening too. But after I'd figured it out, one day of wearing a tank top was enough to convince pretty much everyone that any rumors spread about me cutting were false.

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    • MrsMoustache
      11 years ago

      yeah i think so :( but there are some things that i want to say again. me and my friends are the only one who still 16 years old and the rest are like 20+ (cuz i'm taking 1 year program and most of them are people who already graduated from another college/university). I'm still immature. I always try to be nice but they're always like "ew go away,i don't like you". And i'm tall. There was one event when few of my friends in my class will be the model,and i thought "wow good chance.maybe i can try?". Then one night, my friend was teaching me how to walk in the catwalk (fyi i ever wore heels but only 5 cm) and i had to wear 9 cm heels. The event will be held the next day. I'm so happy that my friend was teaching me, but the next day. I was so shocked, all failed because of me. So i said apologize to all of them and everyone was like "Oh okay" then go. and my friend who taught me was like "I already taught you yesterday and all you can do was like this??" (in a nice tone). I don't know what to do anymore. I said apologize to all my friends in my class, to my teachers,everyone. :'( is it really normal??i know it was all my fault...

      btw glad all the people know that the rumor you cut yourself were false :)

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  • Justsomejerk
    11 years ago

    What you need is back breaking phisical labour.

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  • Mmmpfh
    11 years ago

    So many people drop out of college the first time they try it. Most of my friends have. Some dropped out, and didn't go back for another two years after that and even then did a very low tier course. So yes, it's very normal not to want to go back.
    P.S: STAY AWAY FROM THOSE PILLS. O_O

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    • MrsMoustache
      11 years ago

      i know.i always think that "wow this is a good chance for me!I'm going to college" and i was really happy....but....
      i don't think that going to college is 100% happiness to me hahaha.
      thankyou :)

      P.S: Yeah,i don't want to die soon of course! :D thanks again!

      btw i'm trying to go to another college and ask my mom to put me there.hope me success!!

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      • Mmmpfh
        11 years ago

        College isn't 100% happinesss for me either. It's alright, just like another stage of life and not much different to being in school for me. Find something you enjoy and you'll never regret it!
        Good luck and don't stress out over it, there are better things out there to stress over! :D

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