Is it normal that i write so much?
I like to write a lot and it's really my only hobby apart from reading, but people at college laugh at me and say I'm a sad loser and to get back to the real world. I have a condition called cerebal palsy that effects my arms and legs so I can't do much sports at all and there aren't many things a person like me can do so it's all I have really. Here's a poem I wrote, it's about the people who pick on me and why I don't want to be like them.
I say nothing, they deny everything
I feel alone, despite the way I’m shown
I say nothing, it’s not hard to see
I try to speak loudly but what will they make of me?
I say nothing, but that’s what I do
I feel like a piece of gum on their shoe
Every time I speak, they think I’m too Meek, but what can I do?
I am after all, the gum on their shoe
I say nothing, but when I try to talk
They’ll only make fun of the way I walk
I cry and I cry but when I even try it will only get worse, it’s like dirty rotten curse
I might say everything, but what I think will only drive them to the brink
Those girls, those cheap and dirty girls have ruined me, I know they have despite what they say, those make up skirts and low cut shirts.
I say nothing, do you want to know why?
It’s cause I think and feel I’ll die
I don’t really want to be shy
But reading and writing it’s all I have
I don’t really want to be a chav
But the all are and I know they won't
change!
I don't have anything against girls who wear low cut shirts or lots of make up, it's just thats what the girls who hate me look like.