Is it normal that my boyfriend wants me to have a 3some/gangbang?
Ive been with my boyfriend for 11months were are having a baby. We met online nothing naughty. We had so much in common bad and good things. Was very respectful never dirty talk or naughty pics wasasked of me. I actually started everything. Ive always been a very sexual person not proud of it but good at it. I will do my best to be your best. So I shared stories of 3somes in the past but explained I didnt enjoy them. I was made to by exs. Nothing good came of it and I had to be drunk or high to participate. We had sex it was normal. Later he shares fantasies and what he likes. Facials, anal, after penetrating having me taste and suck it off, deep throat etc so I had done a few things and I lived him so I studied the porn he watched and became the ultimate pornstar for him dressed exactly like he asked down to what color polish and panties he liked...he has a thing for panties I wear. I made sure I was always clean smelling and tasting sweet and never said no. He was very controlling and I liked that. We began to share what kinds porn we watch and got off to. It was basically the same but mine was more brutal and hardcore. He later said that was his ultimate fantasy and that no onr would ever do it. We dirty talk about it during sex a huge turn on for both but I told him I didnt want ti actually do in real life because it would ultimately end us. He said no he promised it would be different besutifu kissing having them worship me pleasuring me in every possible way. He made it sound hot. He knows its bad but he really wants it from me. He said it would only be until we married cause ee couldn't after it wouldn't be right. He said if i gave him this I would be his queen and he would be my slave. I said I would havent yet but since I said yes hes been duffer sweeter more attentive trying to change the things about his personality I didn't care for like his short fused temper. Only kind words and an efford he says he truly loves me things like this " Its why I need this from you so much. You have always made it feel good. I want to do this, make you feel good, show how much I worship you" " The need only grows every time I have you. You are THE FANTASY. Nothing and no one could ever feel as good as you." " I wish you knew how good you felt, and truly know the addiction for you" His words alone drive me insane...so is it possible will he still love me I'm so confused. My ex husband was okay with it he would still take me back it wasn't the problem I had the problem cause I wouldn't be able to share my love. Do please help me understand this....