Is it normal that when i get into fights i feel something take over me

When I get into fights I feel something take over me. I've almost killed someone but my friend told me I was smiling and laughing and twitching. It feels like something takes over me and I kinda like it, I dream about how I can kill some of the people in my life. When I get in fights I've always been known to go off the rails like when I've almost suffocated my friend it felt good in a sense, My other friend who I've been talking to about has said it's weird that I feel like this but I don't know.

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  • MauriceLikesChicks1015

    You probably talk to or see a therapist

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  • AbnormallyAwesome

    You should seek help in order to protect your environement from yourself. There are many people who struggle with agression issues and it can have many reasons.
    I'd say your problem lies deeper than just something taking over when you're in fights, because honestly, most people don't get in fights at all.
    But I take it most of the time you're not this vicious and surely you woulnd't want to hurt or kill one of your friends and spend the rest of your life in prison. So please get help and go to therapy before it's to late.

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  • Is there a reason behind your aggression? For example do you have a history of mental/physical abuse?

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  • Anewbis

    When I have been forced to fight by assholes in the past I have had something similar happen. I seem to be watching events from about three feet behind my self and I giggle.

    I hate it, and go very far out of my way to not find myself in situations where the ability is needed.

    Handy as all get-out though when push comes to shove...

    Historically speaking men with these tendencies were called berserkers and were held in high esteem by our blood-thirsty overlords.

    Personally I'm very glad to be modern.

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  • riffraffy

    There are a thousand ways to get a hit of adrenaline, find a better one.

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