Is it normal the vastness of the universe freaks me out?
As you of course know, the universe is a gigantic place. We humans are much less than tiny bacteria in comparison. Because eventually we're all gonna die, we're even TEMPORARY bacteria at that. All the things we do, might matter to ourselves and to maybe a few others, but in the larger picture they don't matter at all. My problem is that I want to matter though. How should I deal with this?