Is it normal to absolutely hate someone in your family

Alright. I absolutely positively HATE my pet! (im not telling you what pet cause that will give it away !) :D he smells gross not to mention cleaning his crap and ughhh usually people love their pets and actually want to keep them but not me ! I hate him sooooo much and I wanna give him away maybe dump him in a pond idk ! But sometimes I dooo like him and I let him swim in my mouth =] =] =] or maybe I can take a really tiny piece of his shell and cook it into a curry sausee ooooo its soo yummy !!! But I love him so much it just makes me wanna put him in my mouth for like a sec not long I wouldn't hurt him ! But yeaah is it normal ???