Is it normal to be a reporter with social anxiety?
So I am actually an aspiring reporter. I have studied journalism in order to pursue a career as an entertainment reporter. Everyone says I got what it takes to make it, not to mention, including my personality how its so fun and spunky. Well...yeah I guess but in certain circumstances. Otherwise, I have major social anxiety. I'm awkward and I guess suffer from low self-esteem. Once I feel that people are weirded out by me, I get anxiety and it goes downhill from there. I start mispronouncing words and pretty much lose articulation when I speak. I can be confident but that doesn't stop my social anxiety. I always wondered why I don't believe I can be a reporter and finally realized its my social anxiety. Idk if I'll be able to magically get rid of it or if I should rely on therapy but ugh time is running out. I don't have time to go to therapy but yeah...its in my way of pursuing my dreams.