Is it normal to be a young paranoid person?

I'm 20 years old,live in a flat on my own and can't take this anymore.

People are out to harm me.There is a massive conspiracy against me.They are going to kill me.They are watching my every move and waiting for their time to strike.They can hear my thoughts.I am a total recluse now.I lock myself in the flat all day and don't go out or answer the door to anyone.I sit in the dark with all the curtains closed so people don't know i am home.My next door neighbors are part of this conspiracy too and they are listening to me through the walls.I feel like the Illuminati has control over my mind. I know they are up to something.I don't eat anymore because the food is poisoned. Everytime I hear an airplane or helicopter go by I duck and hide under whatever I can find because I think they are going to bombard the place.When I used to go outside i was being followed by people in cars using video cameras recording everything i did. I can't even get a good nights sleep anymore because the thought of thinking that someone is dying every second and having to wait for my turn to die makes me quiver as I try to fall asleep. I have told my family to stay away from me because they are also in on it.I hear strange voices in my head which threaten me and say i am going to die.All of my time is spent on trying to protect myself from those who are out to hurt me.I don't know what is real and what is fake.All of this seem so real.It's possible that this is all in my mind but am i a paranoid person?

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23% Normal
Based on 71 votes (16 yes)
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  • 53739

    This does not seem normal at all.

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  • ...Ermo

    They know too much! We must strike now.. Better lock your doors. (:

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  • what you've just said is one of the most insanely idiotic things I have ever heard. At no point in your rambling, incoherent response were you even close to anything that could be considered a rational thought. Everyone in this room is now dumber for having listened to it. I award you no points, and may God have mercy on your soul.

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  • NerdyChickFTW

    You should probably see a psychiatrist.

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  • MRmr

    Dont worry...I'll be your guardian angel so now just relax and enjoy your life cuz noone can harm you without getting through me...and thats impossible.

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  • emilydoll

    I've felt thus way before and it landed in my in the mental hospital twice, you're just imagining things and it us hurting you. There is light at the end of your tunnel.

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  • CheyChey

    your story is not convincing i'm sorry it seems like you have been watching too many movies but if it's true then i suggest you see a professional before it gets worse. get out of that damn apartment. a bell doesn't have to be rung for one to go literally mental, it just happens and it will happen if you don't get help you will eventually lose your power because of thoughts of this conspiracy

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  • joybird

    Is this real?

    If so, what makes you so special that others would dedicate / waste their lives thinking about YOU?

    People have their own lives and chores to get on with.

    Get out there and enjoy yourself, you are too young to be getting on like this. Get to a doctor first!

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