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I'm a meth addict and i hate the drug and the people in the drug scene and even the way it makes me feel sometimes but still crave it and cant say no if its in front of me. IIN?
I'm truly so sorry for you.....I know exactly how you feel. Although I'm not addicted to Meth, I am addicted to pain pills. Meth is much stronger than pain pills but, I, too can't stop taking them even though I know they are harmful to me. Addiction is horrible, but it's a disease and we need a doctors help to get off of the stuff. I get really angry at people who look down their noses at addicts......like they think we're nothing but trash.
I am seeing a counselor as well as a psychiatrist to try and get over my addiction. But then again I've always heard that addicts are addicts for life.....they just learn how to control it.
Best of luck to you my friend
Thats what an addiction is. Pretty much. I used to be addicted to coke pretty bad. I was doing 8 balls every night, spending money I didn't have, finding different ways of making it. It just wasn't a good life, I found it really hard to breathe and my chest was always tight, I used to get so paranoid, I just started to see things and here things and I hated it. But I loved it. I needed cocaine, she was my love. Thinking back on it, I'm clean now, but when I think about coke, I get a warm fuzzy feeling. But I know how to control myself now, now I get high off the sun
I can't imagine anyone really liking it. In fact, I'm sure addicts hate it but they crave it because it has become an ADDICTION. My 32 yr old brother is a meth head and he is falling apart. How can anyone like their body slowly falling apart, teeth rotting, hurting their family, not eating, being paranoid, and going in and out of jail? They can't help it because they made the STUPID decision to try meth. Meth is one of the most addicting drugs out there. It's also hard to beat the addiction even if you wanted to. Whenever my brother gets out of jail he's high within the hour.
My brother blames his addiction on everyone but himself. He claims my dad was mean to him when he was little. Boo hoo. I lived in the same fucking house and my dad was strict but never abused us. He was always a selfish little brat and always getting into trouble. I know good people get addicted to drugs too but in my brother's case...he just happens to be an asshole that got addicted to drugs which makes him even worse. It is unbearable to be around him.
That shit is evil, stay the hell away from it. I am past the part of trying to help my brother after all the stuff he has put my family and his 3 kids through. The TV is gone, I guess my brother was here. "Oh shit, where's the car?" My brother stole it. He even steals from his kids. My parents are broke because of my brother. My parents are always fighting because of my brother. My mom is still paying lawyers fees. He has had 2 cars repossessed, my dads car seized by the border patrol, and stole my sisters car just recently. I fucking hate him I wish he would go to prison. I can't take it anymore. Do you really want to put yourself, your family, and friends through this?
Get some help before you look in the mirror and you've aged 20 yrs in 2 yrs and all your teeth have fallen out of your mouth. Or worse, get some help before you really hurt yourself or someone else. My brother is a complete psycho and is extremely violent because of meth. I would not be surprised if he goes to prison for robbing and killing someone. I'm very worried about my family. I have called the cops on him a couple of times and he keeps slipping through the cracks. He's on probation right now. I don't understand how he's not in jail. I know he violates his probation. He's even asked me for my urine to pass his drug test. I said no of course, so who knows what moron is letting him use their piss.
I strongly recommend you get some help because there is only death or prison for a meth head. It's not going to be easy. Good luck.
Aw :( unfortunately drug addictions do turn into a love/hate relationship after the fun is done. I hope you're able to come off of it alright dude. I know some people who have tried but wont get off- but they can you know? I mean, idk.
The only one who will ultimately help you out is yourself, and if you're to the point where youre tired of the shit then you'll have to be the one who will stick with your decision in staying from it. Of course there is help out there, but really it's your life-your body- and if you want to make a change then do it!
I (am trying to) understand how difficult it can be to stop, but -think- if you continue on with your ice capades the dependence will probably just accumulate. It'll progress to a state worse than the one you were in while you typed this.
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I understand what you mean, addictions are despicable. We all have them to some degree. Meth addictions are right up there with Heroin and Cocaine/Crack and Oxycontin; even alcohol. The level of your addiction is what you probably hate the most. the fact that you recognize that you don't "want" to do it anymore, but that you "have" to have it, is the first step in getting off of that stuff. I applaud you. Admitting that you are an addict is the hardest thing to do. Getting help and getting clean is next. The withdrawals are usually the reason people aren't successful in getting clean and sober. You have to be willing to struggle through pure hell to get off of it. I know. Been there done that with Heroin, and Fentanyl pain patches. I wanted to have my life back and I did it, and looking back now, I am glad that I did. As hard as it was, it made me NEVER want to use drugs again. I haven't and I have been clean and sober for 18 years. I don't remember the year and a half that I was using Heroin. It took someone over dosing in front of me, and subsequently dying, for me to admit I was addicted, and eventually quit with help. 2 weeks of withdrawals, by myself, did the trick. You can do it, you just have to want to have to live more than you want to die. Because if you don't quit now, you are just continuing to shorten your life. Good Luck, and I believe that you can be drug free, you have to believe it too.
I was fucked over by a meth head (not that surprising) so I have a particular disliking toward the drug. You should try and get help before you go insane and lose all your teeth. Meth is just bad news.