Is it normal to be addicted to apples?
It's a long story for a strange question, but no one forces you to read it ^~
It started (I think) back when my brother had started to become a pusher. He isn't anymore, thanks God, but he was about 14 years old, when he started to take drugs and sell them.
He knows now that it was dumb, and so do I, but when I was 12 years old, I was just a kid who wanted to be like my brother. My father has a broken shoulder, for which he takes morphin pills to ease the pain. I used to take some of those from time to time. I don't think he ever noticed.
Anyways, it started there. Then later on came other types of pills. After a half year or so, I realized that I had started on something more dumb than shooting yourself. So I started to figure out a way to stop.
In the start I just tried to stay away from any kind of pill, but that didn't really pay off. Then I got the idea that whenever I wanted a pill, I'd take an apple instead. And surprisingly, it worked.
However, I'm somehow kind of addicted to apples now. Not because I'm complaining; it's better than being addicted to pills. But whenever I'm really sad or mad, or when life just seems like a mess, or sometimes without any reason, I just need an apple or two.
I doubt it's normal to start being addicted to apples like that. But is it normal, that when you stop being addicted to something (like pills) you get addicted to something else (like apples)?