Is it normal to be afraid to ask girls out?
There are times where I wish I was a different person, why? because I can't I find the courage to go and get the girl I want, there's so many girl I see on the streets and college but I just can't walk up to them like other guys do and just talk. so many opportunities I've let pass, you know there's a way girls look at you, and instantly you'll know that she likes you and she's interested that has happened to me at the bus stop this pretty blonde looked at me and its like she could see through me, her eyes were beautiful and she looked at me twice not once "twice" and how did I react, I just stood there I did nothing and the best part, she actually took the same bus as me and she's was with her two girl-friends, I mean that's huge opportunity right. I seriously do not understand myself sometimes its like I need one huge slap across the face to wake me the f**k up. the only time I'll talk to a girl is when she says something first, my cousins make it look so easy, I know most people told me to go clubs and parties but that's not me I don't fit in to things like that I never did besides I don't want to sleep with a girl while am/she drunk, I've always told myself thing will get better as you grow and now 20 freaking years old and ain't s**t exciting going on in my life all I do is go to college and come straight home and I leave on my own as well I know most guy will kill to have a place of their own and party and sleep with all the girls but I don'.
what kind of personality do I have? "rhetorical question". and ever since that day I saw her I have been waiting on the bus stop at the same time taking the same bus hoping and wishing she would show up again, the chances of seeing her again are very slim, you know even if she were to show up again would I have the strength to go talk to her I doubt it I'll freeze again.
its hard to describe how i am really i guess i'm a quiet person, friendly to everyone, i always make good first impressions, people are always excited and looking forward to see me again, i understand and read other people's personalities and well-being, yet i find it hard to fully understand myself
yh so that's how I am, im too slow to grab opportunities when is comes to females man.
F**KKKK!!