Is it normal to be exhausted from going out every morning?
I get tired as buggery when I go out every morning, no later than 7:30 in the morning, to run away from the doctor, who gives me the injection at my house. This might surprise the world but I'm not crazy, I'm not insane, at all, I'm happier without the meds, having more fun, and my mind is very sane (what I'm thinking: sane things, such as calculating in my mind the logic of my senses and how descriptively a noise is heard and prescriptively things happen, and brilliant schemes to take over Adelaide by introducing the planting of trees, and having people never leave the province of Adelaide), I know deep down there's nothing particularly insane about this, I mean I could just be eating in a restaurant, or buying clothes, or sucking on lollies, it's sane. But you need to not interfere with my brilliant mind, it only makes my mind worse, I achieved the optimal mental being, I live a relatively good state of living (I'm a perfectionist), and if I was eccentric I'll never go to this website again. I don't need my meds, I need people to love my brain exactly the way it is, and that's why I go out every morning, always with a bit of money, because I don't need/want my meds, if you cared about me and not about changing me, you would say "don't take your meds", meds make me feel stupid, and that makes me angry, I'll never see the brain doctor, brilliant minds don't need them, geniuses don't need doctors, geniuses need to be admired for their brilliant minds. I tried to create a reality where no one is hostile to me, where people love my brain, and love it that I don't take meds, it's actually my right to avoid meds, it's my right not to suffer humiliation from them. I'm also calm without them, having more fun, and happier without them, and aggressive (I'm a man, men are supposed to be aggressive). Is that normal?