Is it normal to be judged because i'm a satanist?

You believe in self empowerment and self worship, but you don't know what to do and are asking for advice?
It doesn't sound like Satanism is working for you dude

Satanism is a very dark belief. It is the exact opposite of Christianity, which is why you've been shunned. Some of the things you say are contradicting. If you are doing it for attention, you picked the wrong religion to use. It's bound to bite you in the ass some way. I am not referring to the shunning. That was bound to happen regardless of what non-Christian religion you converted to.

You will join mine religion. To join you will push family into crab pit to ask forgiveness for not being born my religion. You must then gouge out eyes in exchange for new family.

Move somewhere out of bible territory.

well...most people assume Satanists sacrifice kids and cute animals and want to spread disease and chaos. Perverted orgies with corpses...things like that. If you don't actually do these things youre not really a Satanist.
I think you should call yourself a hedonist that sounds more classy and not as threatening. Hedonists basically believe "if it feels good do it" and wasn't LeVeys basic tenet "do as thou wilt"?

You are just seeking attention. Your stated beliefs above are ridiculous; you can't believe in satan and not believe in god, it just doesn't work that way.
You are just an immature child trying to get attention by being different.

Laveyan satanism is for fags theistic satanism is way better

if u unite with evil, you will eventually be backstabbed. it's the nature of the beast.

I know your pain. I am a Theistic Satanist who does believe in Satan and do rituals and the black Mass. I am judged everyday about what I believe. All I have to say is the all YOU selfish, disturbed, stupid and ignorant fucks out there. But be strong for satan is coming and the nonbelievers WILL boil mist under the feet of the dark one.

Don't fucking worship Satan! That's messed up, why would you worship a supposed entity that is dark and evil. I do believe Satan is real and it is just beyond me that people choose to intentionally walk into the darkness. Why turn yourself over to the dark and evil? You could get possessed too, the demons could just crawl in one day and the next thing you know you'll be levitating involuntarily and doing horrid things

I don't think you are actually satanist, per se. probably more like wiccan or something. satanism is more about being all evil, no empathy, lusting over murdering people, etc. I agree with not worshiping a 'god' bcuz its giving your power away. if you trace back religions to the original christ based religion, the roman catholic church, it was unified with the government, so any 'sin' could get you in jail or worse. so then the separation of church and state was fought for. I can't help but think that the whole thing was rotten, but at that time they couldnt throw out the church. However we're into world enlightenment now, you know, the mayan calendar thing. look beyond the hype and see it for what it really is. It's the age of people waking up and smelling the bullshit.

I totally understand what you are going through. You should try to get out if you can't mend your relationships with others. Zealous Christians tend to take any mention of satanism deathly serious because they think it automatically equates to orgies and animal sacrifices to a goat headed demon.

I see same thing as an atheist too. Closed minded people will always choose their gods over other people.

Luckily, we have Internet! Just search around your area for like-minded people. I'm sure you'll find tons and you won't feel so judged and left out.

So are you a member of Church of Satan? (Or some other group?) Or do you just identify with LaVey's ideology?

How can you be a Satanist if you don't believe in a God?. You sound like a confused child. Want some advice? leave religion out of the equation and be the best you that you can be.

Well... it's common to be judged for identifying openly as a satanist, but not entirely fair. As you say, it's basically atheism with some self-empowerment beliefs. Soon you should be old enough to move away and meet more open-minded people though!

Hahahahahahahahaha you're a satanist who doesn't worship satan and doesn't believe in a god? Buddy, everything about religion is a bullshit story, including satan. Satan and god go hand in hand, and if you believe in the one you have to believe in the other. Satan was origionally lucifer, the angel whom god cast down from heaven because he refused to bow down to man, or as the fairytale goes anyway.

If you don't believe in religion or god, fine, neither do I. I'm just about as atheist as it gets, but I don't go around calling myself a satanist because that does, nomatter how YOU see it, mean that you worship satan. That's the definition of so called satanism.

Truth is, nomatter what you worship, if you worship something, whether it be a god or a devil, you're still ripping yourself off and believing in a totally fairytale like idea. If you're an atheist, that means that you don't believe in ANY sort of god or religion, even satanism. So, before you call yourself a satanist, try understand the meaning of it? That's like me saying I'm a christian but not the kind who believes in jesus.

Grow up.

You do realise you're just as bad as the religious people, right? And how can you believe in one but not the other? The Devil and God go together. I personally don't believe in either and I see what you mean about the Christians and them shoving their views on you, but being a narcissist is no better.