Is it normal, to be obsessed with suicide?
Since, I was in my early teens I've had a interest in death. When I was much younger the subject terrified me. I'm now in my late teens and I'm literally obsessed with the subject of suicide. I love to look up the history, people who committed it, methods,etc. I look up to some of these people, because I feel like they were brave to step into the unknown, but I also wonder exactly what made them do it. What were they feeling beforehand? I also wish I could write books on the subject, especially since it's so hard to find them.
I know that suicide causes allot of grief to the people around them, but I still can't help my interest. I used to be suicidal when I was much younger, but I'm not now, so please don't be alarmed. Is it normal to be obsessed with suicide?