Is it normal to be satisfied by proportion

I'm a closet artist and I usually draw people and animals in a semi realistic way; this is what happens when I encounter both proportionate and disproportionate beings.

Proportinate- I get so satisfied like I had just saved my life. I love seeing a woman's non exaggerated curves and long legs(BTW I am female). I love looking at a dragons head, torso and cool legs. Any quadroped or biped gets me. Its why I sucvk at drawing backgrounds and linear things. Because of the sensation I now can tell plastic from natural on a persons body.

Disproportionate- I feel as if I need to go to the hospital. I cringe so much especially when a beginner artist draws something. I don't hate the person, I just hate the drawing. I particularly don't like fingers drawn as sausages or accidentally adding a sixth finger. When legs don't have two different parts just a straight line and a foot. Wrong angles and curves bring me down too.

I don't have any sexual arousal from it, just a euphoric response like an itch being svratched. That doesn't mean I'm not only attracted to people for their proportionate body parts.