Is it normal to be scared of what you wanna do in the future?
This just doesn't make sense but it does in my head. I am an introvert however, I can be really outgoing. But for the most part I keep things to myself and like relaxation. In terms I my career though, I want to be in broadcast journalism. Aside from it being my dream job, I also wanna do something that people probably never see me doing. Basically I'm challenging myself but career wise, is that a good or bad thing? It is my dream job though so its not like I just chose it for the challenge. Right now I am in a huge mess of being scared of publi speaking. Even just being called on freaks me out. I hate my voice, gestures and what I say. The worst part tho is people in my class notice too. That doesnt help one bit. I guess I am known for the awkward one who can't public speak. So if everyone knew they'd ask are you sure broadcast journalism is right or you? I'd say okay maybe not right now but I can still see myself doing it. I don't want to think this challenge is too serious to take on. Is this normal? Basically being scared of what you wanna do? It's like you hate people but want to become a nurse cause you wanna help people. Or you're scared of animals but pursuing zoology.