Is it normal to be scared of yourself like i am?

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...it's hard for me to say this ive never told anyone, is it normal to see some random person on the street that you've never met or seen before and you just want to bash their head in?

I don't feel it all the time but sometimes even when I'm barely mad anyone I see I picture their deaths and it makes me smile and after it happens,an hour or so after I've felt it, it scares me. It NEVER scares me while it happens tho it makes me happy at the time and afterwards I feel so horrible an scarred.

I'm extremely obsessed with horror movies and anything that has to do with serial killers and sometimes I think Ill become one . My friends have sometimes told me that I scare them and out of everyone they know they think I'm the one most likely to become a killer and sometimes when they tell me it makes me happy and all I dream about is death, is it because of the movies I watch..? Help?

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  • thinkingaboutit
    11 years ago

    Yes I think it's normal to be scared of your thoughts though what your describing is not normal. We often have strange urges. What your describing is not just curiosity, if the thought of someone else's gruesome death makes you smile, laugh, and happy.

    Society can monitor what you should and shouldn't do, but no one can tell you what to think. As long as your desires don't manifest, you can think what you want to, and be happy about it.

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  • NeuroNeptunian
    11 years ago

    Don't be so scared.
    Some people are just fascinated by gore, murder, etc...

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  • [Old Memory]
    11 years ago

    I am very interested in serial killers, i watch docos and interviews with them all the time. As much as some wimpy people out there tell you it's not normal, it is. Why do you think Ted Bundy is still a household name when the man's been dead for over twenty years? Because people have always been fascinated by the dark side of life. It's why serial killers exist in the first place, they fantasize and get drawn into it. Hell i knew a girl in collage who wanted to marry Bundy.

    "In Heaven, all the interesting people are missing."

    -Friedrich Nietzsche

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  • Lacey101
    11 years ago

    I am scared of myself, too. I feel like killing people, just random people for no apparent reason and that scares me because I feel like I may actually do it. If you think you are going to do it, go lock yourself in your room or closet or any where you can't hurt anyone, and wait until the feeling passes. Don't act on it. Just make sure you isolate yourself until its over.

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  • [Old Memory]
    11 years ago

    my dreams are always like that too

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  • Avant-Garde
    11 years ago

    Some people are interested in morbid things which is okay. I think it's normal for you be scared of your thoughts. I've had thoughts that have scared me and I'm not a psycho killer. Just relax. As long as you don't act on them, everything should be fine.

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  • GuessWho
    11 years ago

    Don't worry about it.
    It's not normal for everyone, but there are many people like this. As long as you're still in control of your actions, it's fine.

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