Is it normal to be taken off the meds and finally move on with your life?

I've been taken off the meds, that was when I stopped being a perfectionist for a little while, and now I'm a perfectionist again, I'm no longer required to take meds, I don't have to take brain medicine, and all these years of anger, all these years of fighting to get off the meds (they medicate perfectionists, and as for perfectionism, nobody cares!), now that I'm a perfectionist again I'm going to find ways to have a good life, by making myself perfect and justifying perfection. I'm relieved, a false happiness, I'm glad that that's over! Now I can act as quirky as I like, but I choose not to be, I choose to be an atheist, antitheist, nontheist, and anticlerical, I choose to do what a lot of people are doing, e.g. patriotism, I choose to be a true blue Aussie (and dreamt of being in the USA). The lack of delusional thinking I would have to say is a reason to stay off the meds, the doctor said I don't have to take them, and told me I can take them whenever I feel stressed out or feel that I need them, nice! That was the same doctor who used to inject me and now he's got his sympathies for me, so now he's convinced I'm a sane person. Is that normal?