Is it normal to be terrified of surgery?
I'm 22, have never had any surgery before. Haven't gone under local or general anesthetic, but I've had so many nightmares about it... it's simply the fear of the unknown. I've dreamed of waking up during surgery, of having 3/4 of my brain taken out, and it goes on and on...
My pain tolerance is usually pretty good, but I have a feeling my nerves would go into crazy mode if I was to sit on a wheely bed in a hospital, smelling all that hospital equipment, knowing my insides would be bare.. I don't even know what my insides look like...
I'm scared.