Is it normal to binge eat like this?
I'm 22 years old, (student) and im 12 stone (5 ft9) and am a perfect size 12. But for the last year i have been binge eating (2-3 times a week at the most) and when i binge i do it non stop for hours, and i eat everything in my cupboards or fridge, sometimes i will eat 5 bags of crisps in an hour. I always put a few pounds on by binge eating but then i eat very healthy for the rest of the week and lose the pounds i gained, so i always end up at 12 stone. After i binge eat i feel so guilty and so angry with myself, its like when i binge eat i cant control it and i don't know what I'm doing, its like I'm in a haze. I always binge eat on my own, i live with my partner and when he goes out is when i do it. Ive always had body issues and ive never been happy with my figure. At the moment my size is fine and i always get nice compliments but i know if i carry on i wont stay this size for long, i always feel sadness and loneliness when I'm binging. Ideally i would love to be 11 stone and a size 10, but im never going to get to that size if i carry on. Ive tried to stop it but i just don't seem to have the power. I just wanted some tips and advice you can give me so i stay away from binge eating. It may sound silly but its really getting me down and i don't want to carry on doing this.