Is it normal to constantly think things are bad?
I wasn't sure how to phrase that but what I mean is I always think things in my life aren't going well even though they totally are. I had a job all through high school and I constantly thought I was going to be fired. When I left for college my boss teared up because she didn't want me to go. I'm in school and I constantly think I'm going to fail out, but I have never gotten anything lower than a B. I work in a lab and I always think they want to get rid of me. I stayed to work over the summer and I was convinced that come fall semester they would kindly tell me that they didn't require my help anymore but yesterday they asked if I had picked a new project, as in, they expect me to stay. I always think my boyfriend is going to break up with me and the last couple days I truly thought it was over since he's out of town and we hadn't been talking much but last night he sent me a text saying he was out with friends who were complaining about their girlfriends and he wanted me to know how happy he is with me and how much he loves me. What the hell is my deal like why do I do this to myself? Does anyone else do this? Does anyone know how I can STOP doing this?!