Is it normal to desperately want to have magic?
So I have had a lot longing to be able to do magic, and I mean real magic (Though thats kind of an oxymoron), like in movies and books. I know it isn't real, but I really want to see the worlds of the books I read, to be able to transform, or teleport, or fly. I'm kind of depressed over it, and it's kind of an obsession for me. In my opinion, there's nothing worse than knowing that the thing you most want doesn't exist in any real place, except dreams, and even then, it's just a mere shadow of what I desire. So anyway, anyone else feel that way, or am I one in a billion?