Is it normal to draw something again because you dislike the paint?
I've tried my hand at oil painting and I am not satisfied with the way the paint is coming out. The colors are not exactly the way I want them to look as they are in the picture I am drawing from. The photo I am drawing from has been digitally manipulated. Also when this happens I notice that I start staring at the picture as if I am longing to fully capture the vividness of the picture I am painting from. I feel that it has become obsessive and I feel that my level of perfectionism is quite unhealthy. I I've even thrown out canvases because I didn't like the way the oil paint came out and I didn't even continue the painting. All in all I must've drawn this scene about 12 times. Is this crazy or what?